Life and Nightmares

So tonight me and the family went to check out a Haunted house. Nightmare on 13th (http://www.nightmareon13th.com). Maybe it is just because I have been to many haunted houses, and have even worked for one for 5 yearrs, but it just didn't pack the same punch as it usually does. Things this year, seemed like it was a lot more empty. I remember last year, and previous years things seemed more....chaotic. This year, most of it was just loud. Loud isn't always scary. It just gets...anoying. I will admit that I did go through most of the haunted house with my fingers in my ears. Mostly because I have sensitive ears. But also because I *knew* something was going to happen. That could be why it was a let down, most of the things I remember happening in years past...didn't. Maybe it is because I am just getting, or getting over the flu, but the strobes, fog, and the gas from the chainsaws made me very sick this year. I only hope Rocky Point does better. On the plus side, however, there was one actor that really stood out, and he has my Kudos for it. He wasn't scary, but he was so into the role that it really made the room come alive. Kudos to who ever played Captain Jack Sparrow. The voice characterization was good, as was the physicallity of his movement. If they had better makeup artists, I would have truly been blown away. As it was, he was very good in bringing the character to life.

This morning I went to see a therapist for my social-phobia, depression, and anxiety. Not much to tell at the moment, but I think I am started to head in the right direction. Monday I am going to try to get my ticket to work from social security and see what I have to do to get some help, either schooling, or a job. Either would be wonderful so I don't feel like I am waisting my life. The thearpist did want to do some individual work, as well as a group therapy, and he wants to get a team on my problems, so I hope things work out. It is wierd, but I have not been taking my pills in the morning, and I am doing so much better. I think I may be getting better. What did it, I have no clue.

Well, at the moment I am still single. I am hoping I can get my sister or brother to start taking me clubbing, and to see live bands. That is what would probably help me out more then anything. But, for those who haven't noticed...I am tired of being single. I want a best friend, I want a lover, and I want someone I can put my trust and love in. Not too much to ask right? That is what I hope for eventually. Right now, I would be happy with even a single date. Can't seem to get one of those for whatever reason.